i will play it, i do play it. but after being ignored and dropped in favour of it i am out of love. it's all been tainted tbh. not even critical role or any other d&d/ttrpg show is now very hard to enjoy without remembering how stupid it makes me feel and how that feeling was just reinforced by someone who was supposed to help me with it in the first place.
i dunno
given a chance id just drop it tbh but i feel like the only reason my friends even vaguely tolerate me for now is because of my character in d&d. And once the story is done there will be nothing left in common, nothing left to love me for.
i miss loving it. and i am so tired of it.
No comments:
Post a Comment
I retain the right to decide whether i will publish and answer your comment/question. Be polite and I will be too.